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Original Artist: The Cure (Tolhurst, Smith, Gallup)
Album: Faith

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The innocence of sleeping children
Dressed in white and slowly dreaming
Stops all time

I slow my steps and start to blur
So many years have filled my heart
I never thought I'd say those words

The further we go, the older we grow
The more we know, the less we show

The very first time I saw your face
I thought of a song and quickly changed the tune
The very first time I touched your skin
I thought of a story and rushed to reach the end too soon

Oh, remember
Oh, please don't change

And so the fall came 13 years
A shiny ring, oh how I could forget your name
The air no longer in my throat
Another perfect lie is choked
But it always feels the same

So close together
Dressed in red and yellow
Innocent forever
Sleeping children in their blue soft rooms still dream

The further we go, the older we grow
The more we know, the less we show

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from my stillborn dream, released March 10, 2021

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my stillborn dream Bodfish, California

Murdered by his mother at age 9, young Paul Berrer nevertheless managed to live on invisibly and learn the art of music- making. Darkwave discos became his hallowed haunting grounds implanting within him strange seeds of hope from which several alien species of weeds miraculously sprouted forth from beneath hardened, stony terra producing these 9 flowers of a delicate, sickly beauty. ... more

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