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Original Artist: Joy Division (Curtis, Hook, Sumner, Morris)
Album: "Closer"

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In fear every day, every evening
He calls her aloud from above
Carefully watched for a reason
Painstaking devotion and love

Surrendered to self-preservation
From others who care for themselves
A blindness that touches perfection
But hurts just like anything else

Isolation

Mother I've tried please believe me
I'm doing the best that I can
I'm ashamed of the things I've been put through
I'm ashamed of the person I am

Isolation

But if you could just see the beauty
These things I could never describe
These pleasures a wayward distraction
This is my one lucky prize

Isolation

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from my stillborn dream, released March 10, 2021

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my stillborn dream Bodfish, California

Murdered by his mother at age 9, young Paul Berrer nevertheless managed to live on invisibly and learn the art of music- making. Darkwave discos became his hallowed haunting grounds implanting within him strange seeds of hope from which several alien species of weeds miraculously sprouted forth from beneath hardened, stony terra producing these 9 flowers of a delicate, sickly beauty. ... more

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